Learning a New Language
Today I'm going to share something about myself that most developers probably don't want to admit about themselves, but I suspect I'm not alone. If I'm not alone, this might be able to help someone, so here it is.
This demonstrates that the really challenging parts of the language are early on. When first starting out with a language, it usually takes me a crapload of time just to get to the point of a working "Hello World". Now there are exceptions to that rule (Ruby comes to mind), but I find that this early time is important to my understanding of the language. I am learning compiler/parser tricks and understanding little nuances like the need for semicolons, or that every method must be in a class (C# but not C++) even if namespaces aren't necessary to get the application to compile.
I'll admit, I find this slow progress time to be extremely frustrating. I like to see the progression of my skills, and when I can spend 5 minutes in C# and learn some major defining principle or spend 5 minutes in assembly and learn whether to use a backtick(`) in a certain location it seems like very minimal progress and can grind on me over time.
That said, there are times, like now, when I'm in the zone of slow progress. I'm ok with reading 10 pages of a book and typing 8 lines of code. I feel like I'm growing as a developer in just as many important ways. Still, it would be nice to writing some complex GUI and spending more time learning about UX tricks, but that doesn't make this less nice. This is more of a zen coding feeling. I'm very mellow as I read little lines of stuff and understand everything about them, wrapping my head around each side of everything before moving forward. If learning == enlightening, then this could be considered a feeling of enlightenment.
Still, it's important that I note here that this feeling was not brought on by some mysterious magic. I didn't drink some magic energy drink or sit under a tree for months. This was brought on by something much simpler than that. My home laptop has become unusable for some reason or another. For the past 2 months I've been saving up for a new one, a really nice one. It's exciting, but it's also painful. I've spent 2 months unable to code at home, which is a big part of my release and so I've been stressed, pulling my hair out in agony thinking of the things I want to code. After two months unable to code, unable to get that quick satisfaction, I've gained an appreciation for the slower, stable satisfaction of reading through books and coding small amounts in a new language.
Of course, any zen teacher would say that's the trick. By taking away your instant-satisfaction you will suffer for a while until you gain an appreciation for slow, long-term joy. Anyway, that's how I got myself to delve deeply into C++ and start really understanding it. I'm hoping to gain a lot from it, given that it's the basis for two of the most popular languages out now: C# & Java.
For those of you struggling in the early part of that timeline. Trust me, it gets better.
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